Stranded in Nepal

So... another foiled plan, who's to blame for this?

Another?

This is the first time the person I wanted to go home didn't go home.

And I had a feeling Kimmi was trying to play me. I didn't think so but I had a feeling. Glad I didn't tell her about my idol. I don't think they have any idea.

Tina lied to me too, so, that happened.

I thought I had this game mapped out but evidently not

Nothing like getting your ego dropped a few pegs huh =)

I'm obviously still not out of it. I won't be going home tomorrow because I will still have my idol.

And I think I'm pretty good at talking to people, so I think I still have a shot. It's a long shot but here we go.

If things look bleak after tomorrow, I'm going to set off fireworks. Go out with a bang.

I wish I knew who exactly voted Hayden. Tina thinks Rich did but I was sure it was Kimmi. If it was Kimmi, she's totally my front-runner to give my jury vote to. If Denise is playing me like Tina is telling me, and that she got Rich to vote Hayden, they both deserve my jury vote.

My blindside got cock-blocked by a blindside lol. I was so sure it was going to work and I think I really would've had this game by the balls if it went my way tonight. But it didn't, oh well.

I totally deserved this. I'm trying to play it up a bit that I feel bad etc etc to try and get a little bit of sympathy and I'm trying to act like I deserve it to Denise so she knows I understand it's a game. I do actually feel bad for Hayden, he's a good kid.

Trying to tug on the heart strings, play the emotion card. what have I got to lose?

Fucking Richard, lol.

Fucking Denise, :'(

Who woulda thought Tina would be the one who knew exactly what was going on? Shit. I thought she was out in left field smelling the roses

Jeff wrote:Who woulda thought Tina would be the one who knew exactly what was going on? Shit. I thought she was out in left field smelling the roses

What information has Tina brought to light to you?

Tina told me that she heard (from where? I have no clue) that Richard was going to flip on Hayden and that Denise was handling him.

Chris later confirmed that Denise and Angie are holding onto Richard nice and tight as a new little ally.

Chris suggested an alliance of the Madhesi + Chris vs. the Kirati - Chris + Rich, which would be 5 vs. 4.

I don't think I can trust him so if I don't win immunity, there is a 95% chance I will be playing my idol, which would bring us to 5 to 3 if he is indeed with us, which puts me back in the driver's seat and Kimmi still has her idol.

Just need to make sure they're voting for me when the idol comes out.

Playing devil's advocate, what makes you believe Chris is lying to you?

What is the current Jeff brackets of trust?

Nothing in particular. I got shellshocked last night which was probably good for me because I was too trusting of too many people. Now I'm back to trusting myself first and foremost. Thinking he might be lying goes along the same way as me playing the idol anyway - risk aversion.

hahah oh god. I'm not doing left brackets because counting. Just imagine it works out ok.

Jeff ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) + Kimmi ) + Debb ) ) ) + Tina ) ) ) ) ) ) ) + Chris ) ) ) + Carter ) ) ) + Angie ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) + Rich + Denise )

They're telling me it's going to be Kimmi

Chris is saying he's going to vote with us.

I am not sure I need the idol but I have it in my hand anyway

GULP