Episode 11

[Jeff Probst]

Gurl... cutting it close! Spill. Thoughts on how this changes your perspective of the game? Were there warnings ahead of time that you wish you had payed more attention to?

[Angie]

Hayyydeeennn, I know we didn't talk a lot but I'm going to miss you because you were always so happy. I wish I could say the same for myself right now...

[Jeff Probst]

I'm excited to see you step up. You nearly escaped elimination in what would have been kind of a quiet exit. Here's your chance to stay in and make an impact on this season instead of just being a blindsided number. Did this open your eyes to how this game will be played?

[Angie]

Alright. Wow. That was not fun. But honestly, the fact that that plan failed put me in a much better position than I would have been in before, I think. Because if we had gotten Hayden out clean and then gotten Richard out, I'm almost positive that when it came down to only us, the only people who wouldn't have flipped on me would be Carter. So in a sense, the fact that there's essentially now two alliances may work in my favor.

Of course, there were definitely signs; people talking about how Jeff wanted to get someone from Kirati out. But honestly, getting someone out at this TC and not the next one was just so ridiculously baffling that I didn't think they'd do it. But they did! I guess I do have a bit of respect for them for trying, but I'm definitely not complaining that I'm still here. It also pretty much solidified who I could trust, and now that we're getting into the stage where your relations with people matter, I think people are going to start being a bit more wary about how they treat people and how their failed blindsides go. Because you know if I make that jury I'm going to vote for the person who deserves it - who may or may not have made the biggest moves.

I don't think it opened my eyes to the game more so than made me realize how big of a threat people consider me. I'm sure they're all regretting it right now though.

[Jeff Probst]

HAve you considered making alliances outside of the harsh kirati/madhesi tribal lines?

[Angie]

Omg Jeff you are flattering me with all these questions!!

Of course I've thought about it. But at the same time, the only thing that's stayed consistent for me this whole game is being able to trust people like Carter who are at the core of the Kirati alliance. For the next vote, it's extremely likely that the alliances will get mixed up again, but I highly doubt you're going to get the Kirati vs. Kirati war you're looking for.

I can definitely see myself going to the end with Kirati. But at the same time, I can also see myself going to the end with Madhesi if that's what it takes.

[Marissa Peterson]

Who is on your radar as someone you distrust?

[Angie]

Everyone? Pfft. I almost got blindsided girl, can I trust anyone?! Haha, really though, I trust Carter by far the most, and then Denise, and then no one. Carter and Denise have always been there for me and Carter especially has shared everything with me, and I with him. They both have always looked out for my best interests and I've been doing my best to do the same. I really, really hope that this will last. It's wishful thinking, but at least right now, I trust them.

Chris, Tina, Richard... Chris, I'm not sure. I'm worried about him flipping based off of paranoia. Tina, I'm not sure about her stance in our alliance; I think she's loyal to me in particular but I'm not sure about everyone else because I'm not sure if they've been talking to her as much as I have. And Richard I barely know, but he seems to dislike the Madhesis for some reason, which works in my favor.

I don't think I need to write stuff about Jeff, Kimmi, or Debb to explain why I don't trust them.

[Angie]

I'm kind of worried about me and Carter. I feel like we've dug ourselves into this ditch where, no matter what we do, we're seen as threats. In my case, if I'm nice to people, they perceive me as a threat because everyone likes me. And if I'm not nice to people, I'll obviously ostracize my allies and they'll be ten times more likely to buy into the "Angie is a threat" thing and vote me out. I didn't want to play a game where I was the person people wanted to get out. In my very first confessional I mentioned that I wanted to be the type of player that played UTR, but I guess my personality is a bit too overbearing for that. I guess the only choice I really have now is to own the fact that people think I'm a threat and try and use what they think is intimidating about me to my advantage.

[Marissa Peterson]

How do you plan on counteracting the target on your back? From my point of you, whatever truly makes you a target should be able to be used to your benefit.

[Angie]

By being so cute that people want to keep me around because I'm adorable? <3333

I definitely think I can use it to my benefit, and I think the failed blindside last game helped me a lot, but I'm still nervous about how nice is too nice. Being nice is what got me in a great position but it's also made me a target. I think right now, my good relations with people are helping me because they're scrambling to stay in the game since they know they could be going next. As I said, I need to own the fact that people know think I'm a threat but not to the point where I become the only threat. To be honest, in my everyday life, I never hold back. I'm super impulsive and I never consciously think about my actions. So hopefully I don't fuck myself over overthinking everything.

[Angie]

I wonder if I'm boring to watch. I feel like I'd be really boring but people also keep saying I'm too humble so I don't know. Maybe if I posted gifs with my confessions I'd become more interesting. I can be known as the gif girl.