Episode 10

[Ashley Underwood]

You've made it to the Final 10! You are officially past the half way mark of this game - how do you feel?

Was Ramona leaving good for your game? What do you think YOUR next best logical move is now?

[Hayden]

IT FEELS AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
glad that my kissing ass session worked! I still hate them though.. bunch of pathetic bitches.. screwed my F3 dream sitting with Ramona and Stacey...
ok it was never going to happen.. but one can only dream right?

I was so close to winning immunity.. fuck my heart was pounding and I didn't know why I answered 123 s ughhh but the fact that it went down to me and Carter.. and he won.. shows that I'm a big threat in this game ... what happened to my "Haydumb" reputation

so now that Jeff and Debb completely trust me again .. they're finally on board with the idea of attacking Kirati.... (ABOUT FUCKING TIME!!)
but I really need to win immunity because I'm going to get few votes heading my direction.. and if we target the wrong person and that person plays an idol... all effort wasted..

so I need to come up with something that will prevent me from getting votes tomorrow.. but I won't fuck it up like Ramona did yesterday ..lol I love her<33
and I really think her leaving was the best thing for me, because I think people were aware that we were close and now I'm on my own.. so I'm less of a threat.

[Jeff Probst]

The question I have for you is if you truly trust jeff and dev after they have betrayed you and voted out two of your allies.

[Hayden]

The question I have for you is if you truly trust jeff and dev after they have betrayed you and voted out two of your allies.

No I do not, but I have no choice at this point .. I don't know Carter, Angie, Chris that well as compared to Debb and Jeff
I mean
Carter gave me a short pm today, he didn't seem too bothered to get to know me

Hey dude!

That certainly was, sorry things didn't go your way, man, I hope you didn't take anything personally. Good luck the rest of the game!

how am I suppose to respond to that?

Angie isn't always online, it's hard to get in touch with her

and.... Chris ugh.. he just had this big chance of making a move.. and he wasted it!
Ramona had sent him a PM about Debb and Jeff's betrayal.. and Chris tells her to stick with Debb and Jeff... W.T...F and not only that.. he takes this info and reports it to Jeff and Debb.. eye fucking roll

I even hinted Chris that Jeff and Rich were close..and that he has been distant with me ... DING DING DING hello! it's time to make a move Chris! if you don't want to get rid of Jeff.. fine but atleast get your team to get rid of Rich..

anyway I feel everyone is playing Jeff's game.. and he is playing a good game, but I hate his personality.., I can't stand him! Give me Caryns to play with, give me Rachels to play with .. but NOT the uptight sissy apologetic bullshit type of players.. I've dealt with these players before, and it's a pain in the ass.. that's why I've always been wary of him since the swap, I knew he was going to be fuck up for the Rai tribe... I even mentioned it a couple times in my confessionals
so yeah I don't trust him, but I have no choice at this point, I'm not close with Kirati

and I don't think I can trust Rich anymore.. or less than before.. he's distant.. I can't bash Jeff to him anymore ... not like I did with Ramona :(

[Marissa Peterson]

Why do you think Jeff & Debb didn't vote with you two rounds earlier?

[Hayden]

Why do you think Jeff & Debb didn't vote with you two rounds earlier?

because they both wanted to dwindle the Rai tribe.. all 3 tribes had 4 members.. and unfortunately for us we were at a disadvantage
there was bad blood between Stacey, and the former Kirati.. so she happened to be the main target and Madhesi used that to their advantage to tag along Kirati,
also me saving Stacey over Artis didn't help either, it showed who I was working with but I had no choice, and I don't regret it

so yeah Rai tribe was screwed again