Final Words

[Ashley Underwood]

That idol play....

[Angie]

I'm cute, Jeff and Carter are nerds, and I'm sorry I made all of you hosts hate me!

[Jeff Probst]

Let me know waht you learned about yourself, the game itself, if you would play again, what you would do different, regrets, proud moments, everything!

[Jeff Probst]

I'm cute, Jeff and Carter are nerds, and I'm sorry I made all of you hosts hate me!

[Angie]

Let me know waht you learned about yourself, the game itself, if you would play again, what you would do different, regrets, proud moments, everything!

Regrets? So many, fuck you. Seriously, when you guys yell at me it actually hurts me inside haha. I'm pretty sure I'm the youngest person in this game so I'm clearly lacking in life experience and I've never done any online reality game in my life. I also dealt with a lot of personal shit in real life this week so the fact I managed to even get this far astounds me. I'm proud of myself even if you guys hate me.

What I learned about myself... probably that I'm not as mean or cutthroat that I wish I was. I think if I had done a few things differently, like being able to stop Tina or Chris from flipping, or getting in with Jeff before he made up his mind, I would easily still be in the game. But I didn't. Lesson learned, I guess. They tried to vote me out three times and failed, so I'm proud I survived those three times. The things I don't regret are sticking with Carter and getting to know people so well they apparently saw me as threatening and wanted to vote me out, because if I hadn't, I don't think I would've had as much fun as I did.

Pls don't yell at me I tried hard ok I'll write more later. I want to talk in Ponderosa right now.

[Jeff Probst]

we loved you :D


We just could kick you for giving away that idol -_- lol

[Angie]

I'm sorry, my love for myself obviously is surpassed by my love for Carter. He's just so dreamy...

[Angie]

Oh yeah, to newbies wanting tips: don't get fucking attached to people on a personal level if you're a giant sap like I am because it'll bite you in the ass :(

[Angie]

Reflections time!!!! Yay! Prepare to hate me even more

Do I regret pretty much voting myself out? No. Honestly, if I had played the idol and gotten Kimmi out, I would have 100000% gone the next vote anyways. It's obvious now that Jeff and Tina were never going to flip. I don't regret doing it because now we have, in my opinion, two great competitors still in the game and a much more exciting TC ahead then if we had ended up with the almost inevitable Debb/Jeff/Tina F3 that would have happened if I had used the idol.

Am I proud of my game? Eh. I stayed true to myself, so there's that. As I said before, in real life, I'm a rather naive, apologetic, and empathetic teenage girl, so I don't think I came into this game with the killer cutthroat bitchiness that may have helped me. Being nice got me far, but it also made me the biggest threat, so it goes both ways. Overall, I'm okay with it. I'm not bouncing off walls but I'm not like "holy shit I did awful" because in the end I did make it much, much further than I expected. This was my very first ORG ever. My only other online gaming experience aside from MMOs and stuff like this is playing online mafia. Maybe if there had been more people like Stacey, aka assholes, I would have been more entertaining.

What would I do differently? Hmm. I would have tried to keep Tina with us, although I don't know what she's told me is or isn't the truth, so I obviously can't predict if it would have made a difference if I had focused my efforts on getting her to stay with us instead of Denise. Other than that, not much. I sincerely don't think there's much I could've done aside from pester people more. Maybe, I would have pushed a bit harder to Kimmi to get out Debb or Tina or Jeff, but other than that, I really can't think of much.

What I learned about myself? I'm cute and charming, obviously.

Would I play again? Hmm. Honestly, I don't know yet. I don't know if I make very good "TV" haha. I'm not sure, but if I did return, I would make a conscious effort to be a little less like myself. I think being myself got me into the hole that I can't really see a way I could've gotten out of. Although now, I doubt you guys would ask me back. If you do, please put me on a rivals season with Stacey so I can idol her out and laugh when she calls me fat.

Go Team Carter/Kimmi!